#speech on why buffy needs to appreciate her emotionally coercive boyfriend more). but. augh

[sammygender]

thing is. like. i’ve consumed a lot of media and a lot of it has been very fundamental to me. but btvs is like… my show. idk. i watched it at the end of my last breakup and it just like implanted in my core. whenever i watch it it works into my head and i can’t sleep cause i just think about it. my mom associates me with btvs so strongly that she thought i’d been watching it for years and years and years like since i was a little kid. chances are if you’re close to me, you’ve watched at least one episode, because i just tend to put it on. it’s a mess and it’s the best show i’ve ever watched. i criticise ninety percent of its plotlines & its perfect (well). i don’t even talk about it very much i just rotate the people and the show and the themes inside my head. it’s just. man